well, it fucking sucks when you have feelings for someone and it turns out that they have had feelings for their best friend the entire time you’ve been dating.
ok honestly? - I KNEW this. I’ve been trying to get her to see it on and off throughout our entire”relationship” - but I didn’t think it would come to a crash landing like this. ouch.
And I think its so terrible now because I was starting to get in a little too deep. I was gettin close to that L-word…if ya know what i mean?
but at least she’s honest with me now. at least shes being honest with herself. better late than never, i guess?
ouch ouch ouch ouch. wine won’t help this one.